Honesty

The Truth Will Set You Free

HONESTY-RECOVERY WORD OF THE WEEK  SOUTH ORANGE COUNTY DETOX & TREATMENT-949-584-5927

HONESTY-RECOVERY WORD OF THE WEEK

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I still to this day use dishonesty just to avoid drama or arguments. What sucks is that whenever I get caught it makes things way worse than they would have been then if I were to tell the truth to start out with. People start to distrust me and push me away and I end up depressed not talking to anyone all because of one lie. It is a hard habit to break especially when your life has been one big lie. Everyone deserves to know the truth no matter what, “The truth will set you free” is what my Dad says to me a lot. It’s harder to be dishonest as you try to remember every lie told to stick with your story. When the truth is always there. Dishonesty is my biggest defect of character and I need help from a higher power to get rid of it. One day at a time.

Practicing Rigorous Honesty in Sobriety

HONESTY-RECOVERY WORD OF THE WEEK  SOUTH ORANGE COUNTY DETOX AND TREATMENT-949-584-5927

HONESTY-RECOVERY WORD OF THE WEEK

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Dishonesty was a second nature when I was in active addiction. For a long-time I thought lying was a necessity. I’d lie to loved ones to keep them around. I’d lie to myself to preserve my habit-  because the truth, and reality, hurts. My dishonesty served a purpose. If I quit lying, I’d have to quit using and face the pain I’d inflicted on those I love. But no matter how hard I try to ignore or deny it, eventually the lies fall away, whether I liked it or not. Because here’s the thing about truth- the truth is hard, the truth is awkward, and very often the truth hurts. It hurts, so we lie. But reality has a way of catching up with us. The world of pretend isn’t a cocoon, it’s a cage. We can only lie to ourselves for so long. Denial doesn’t change the truth- sooner or later we have to put away our denial and face the world head on.

In the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous, Bill Wilson wrote “Those who do not recover are people who cannot or will not give themselves to this simple program, usually men and women who are constitutionally un-capable of being honest with themselves.” The Big Book goes on to say the AA way of life as “a manner of living which demands rigorous honesty.” To ensure I’m not fueling addictive thinking and behaviors by being dishonest, I have to practice rigorous honesty. Rigorous honesty means telling the truth when it’d be easier to lie. It means sharing my thoughts and opinions even if it may mean there will be consequences. It means not stealing or cheating, even if I know I can get away with it. When I’m practicing rigorous honesty I’m able to recognize and acknowledge my fears and character defects, and I’m living life in congruence with my values and moral code.