I can whole heartedly say that I have dedicated myself to the program and to recovery. I have noticed a big change in the way I think and just my outlook on life in general because of this. I heard somewhere that in order to stay clean you have to be willing to put as much effort in to being clean as you were when you were using. In the beginning I thought it would not be possible to put that kind of effort into recovering. Getting high felt so good it made sense for me to put all my effort into using. The thought of being clean lacked in comparison to the feeling I got from drugs. After changing my environment and seeing sober people actually enjoying their lives without drugs and happy was enough to make me want what they had. That is what ultimately gave me the motivation I have now and what made it that much easier to dedicate myself to recovery and living a better life.