Change is one of the most difficult thing to accept in my life. I life familiarity, I like things to stay the same. Unfortunately, my life was a wreck and something needed to be done immediately. Coming to rehab and working on myself would get hard because from time to time I would get in my head wishing that I could change this, wishing I could change that. If only I didn’t start using or hanging out with those people, I wouldn’t be here. These would just be my normal fleeting thoughts. Now that I have made a foundation for myself here and have surrounded myself with positivity and sobriety, I think to myself that I’m glad that I did what I did (obviously not the part when I have hurt others) but if I hadn’t of had these experiences, I wouldn’t be here today and I wouldn’t give this up for the world. One word of advice, if you want to stay sober there is only one thing you need to change… Everything.