My anger doesn’t serve a use full purpose for me. When I’m angry my decision making is affected and I lose track of the purpose of the bigger picture. In recovery when I entertain my anger I see the patterns of self-destruction infect my ability to see things clearly. Getting through episodes of anger help me see the things I was blinded to when I come out the other side. Anger for me is sad because of how destructive my patterns and behaviors are effected. In recovery I could go without anger because when I’m not angry and resentful I feel my mind to be on track verses when I’m angry and closed minded and emotionally blinded.